The B-day count down/Vent

As much as I try to psych myself out so I'll be carefree and easy at the end of each pregnancy I'm always miserable, huge and moody. I'm going to vent for two minutes and then I'll get back to psyching myself out. When you have an eight or nine pound baby in your "womb" you can't ever get comfortable. The only way to get a moments rest without her kicking my sternum....yes sternum folks...is to lay on my left side here on my bed supported by pillows and tipping up my head. This is the way I have spent every evening from eight to ten p.m. on the computer doing a little family history work. I finally broke down and subscribed to ancestory.com and have found some great stuff on the Palmer line.
So we have about three weeks officially and I'm really hoping to have the docs induce me in two weeks. We'll see what Dr. Broberb says tomorrow at my appointment about about inducing. I hate that I hinge all my hopes and happiness on what the doctors say at my appointments..but that is the way it goes. Argh!!!